Asa vine

O bucurie, un sentiment de caldura si implinire. Cand stii pe cineva ca se simte bine Eva Cassidy Songbird - are versuri potrivite, poate inca prea "grave".

Uneori e nevoie de timp ca sa accepti ce poti simti.
Alteori doar ideea de inspiratie, necunoscuta, bulversanta, tumultuoasa, poate speria.

Exista inspiratia asta in viata mea.

Exista o muza.

Sper sa-i fie cat mai bine. Ma gandesc din cand in cand la ea. Mi-e aproape, chiar cand e atat de departe ( km).

Cam atat ca m-am speriat.

Hai pa si un praz fiert.

Vine..

Asa cum pe neasteptate am vazut un film " The man of the year" cu Robin Williams - a doua oara, desi stiam despre ce este vorba, dar ... exprima atata umanitate acest actor, la fel ca in Millenium Man, la fel ca intr-o poveste in care cu riscul de a-si pierde mintile si viata personajul interpretat de el se avanta dincolo de tot ce este cunoscut, permis, dincolo. Si o gaseste. Umanitate,intelegere, dragoste, pasiune, daruire, sensibilitate, blandete. Cam atat mi se pare acum ca poate exprima.
Intamplator, am dat peste un alt film - A Raisin In The Sun - tradus -- o boaba de strugure in soare. Dar raisin e omofon cu Raisin'. Nu l-am prins de la inceput, insa tot filmul converge catre o nastere, o viata pentru o intreaga familie, pentru fiecare membru sau doar pentru cel mai mic, viewer's choice.

Sunt frumoase, vin gramada, vin odata uneori. Asa se intampla si mie mi se intampla cu preponderenta. De atatia ani am ajuns sa le accept. Sa nu o iau la goana. Trebuie sa poti primi ce-i frumos dupa cum ce nu e sa nu imbratisezi.

Sunt aproape full. E inerent probabil momentul exprimarii. Verbale, scrise.

E minunata oboseala si inspiratia.

Decat o tona de motivatie mai bine un moment de inspiratie.

Scriu. Dupa atata timp.

Multumesc!

CV or ... experience

 What i like to do , or did do:

- going out
- listening to music, live if possible
- have a word with the best voices of karaoke
- writing when inspired, quite a lot actually
-and good too :)
- sit and watch others perform, feeling, analyzing the sound, the voices, the instruments, seeing the good and the  bad
- travelling, exploring new places , and new locations
- writing about them if inspired:)
- wondering if it's me who wrote those good lines
In short - making a review of each night spent out , and feeling glad i had that chance.

One can say it's merely a hobby, but i was talking about all that last night with a dear friend.

Somehow it's like the saying "sometimes if you don't know your way, just keep on going and the way will find you on your path"

Right now , my path is as i said before, every chance i have i go out and hope to find something new and interesting to observe.

But you can be either a keen observer , or one who lives the moment.

I like to do them both. If it's worth. The latter is optional, the first ... it isn't..

SO

I love going out, listening, reviewing, travelling and exploring, writing about nicely when the need to do that comes,

Is it enough to have a job like this?

Is it a coincidence i saw something like this and more, today?