Aseara, mi-a ramas in minte si in suflet o piesa : The Pierces - You'll be mine . Azi am reusit sa vizionez un film - The Adjustement Bureau. Il aveam de cateva luni pregatit.
Simt atata finete in ceea ce descopar
marți, 6 septembrie 2011
3 Sept foaia 2
Astept cu nerabdare ziua in care voi putea veni sa te vad. Mai e o luna pana se rezolva niste lucruri.
I really would want to drive all night. But for the moment i really cannot...
Mi-ar placea sa-ti trimit randurile astea.
Ma regasesc pe zi ce trece mai legat de tine si nu e usor de acceptat. Cunosc ce implica o relatie la distanta si nici unul dintre noi nu ne dorim asta, e clar.
Dar stii ceva interesant? Oricat de dor mi s-ar face de tine si oricat nu as vrea (inca) sa accept asta si sa nu vreau sa bag in seama, sa nu vreau sa ma uit nici macar la o poza de a ta de pe facebook ( si sar in ochi cele de la profil ) , ma "reculeg" imediat ce ascult o melodie cantata de tine. Devin senin, relaxat, linistit, refocusat pe viitor si pe ce trebuie sa rezolv.
Mai, nu exageram acum, dar ai efectul asta, stiu , e clar. Dar.... e al naibii de putin usor de acceptat.
Si pe masura ce a trecut timpul te-ai infiltrat usor usor, nu stiu unde, dar ma trezesc ca te vad pe strada si ma iau in ras dupa... Aseara s-a intamplat la modul enervant rau, parca oriunde ma uitam vedeam un par rosu, o figura asemanatoare. E deranjant. Serios. Parca vrand - nevrand ...
Ce e clar e ca esti acolo si "acolo". Undeva departe, undeva aproape , undeva unde distanta nu are relevanta.
Sunt convins ca ai si tu neclaritatile tale, ciudatenii poate dupa cum le am si eu pe ale mele. Dar nu stiu daca ai idee ca asa cum esti tu - singular, cand esti in relatie cu altcineva si reusesti sa fii tot tu, ma refer aici la acele lucruri pe care le poti face, dar nu este cazul sa le faci cand esti singur - le are fiecare pe ale lui aici - sau nu iti doresti sa le faci de unul singur / doar pentru tine - e natural.
I really would want to drive all night. But for the moment i really cannot...
Mi-ar placea sa-ti trimit randurile astea.
Ma regasesc pe zi ce trece mai legat de tine si nu e usor de acceptat. Cunosc ce implica o relatie la distanta si nici unul dintre noi nu ne dorim asta, e clar.
Dar stii ceva interesant? Oricat de dor mi s-ar face de tine si oricat nu as vrea (inca) sa accept asta si sa nu vreau sa bag in seama, sa nu vreau sa ma uit nici macar la o poza de a ta de pe facebook ( si sar in ochi cele de la profil ) , ma "reculeg" imediat ce ascult o melodie cantata de tine. Devin senin, relaxat, linistit, refocusat pe viitor si pe ce trebuie sa rezolv.
Mai, nu exageram acum, dar ai efectul asta, stiu , e clar. Dar.... e al naibii de putin usor de acceptat.
Si pe masura ce a trecut timpul te-ai infiltrat usor usor, nu stiu unde, dar ma trezesc ca te vad pe strada si ma iau in ras dupa... Aseara s-a intamplat la modul enervant rau, parca oriunde ma uitam vedeam un par rosu, o figura asemanatoare. E deranjant. Serios. Parca vrand - nevrand ...
Ce e clar e ca esti acolo si "acolo". Undeva departe, undeva aproape , undeva unde distanta nu are relevanta.
Sunt convins ca ai si tu neclaritatile tale, ciudatenii poate dupa cum le am si eu pe ale mele. Dar nu stiu daca ai idee ca asa cum esti tu - singular, cand esti in relatie cu altcineva si reusesti sa fii tot tu, ma refer aici la acele lucruri pe care le poti face, dar nu este cazul sa le faci cand esti singur - le are fiecare pe ale lui aici - sau nu iti doresti sa le faci de unul singur / doar pentru tine - e natural.
sâmbătă, 3 septembrie 2011
3 Sept
Au trecut doua luni. Stii, ma gandesc, ai un efect absolut minunat asupra mea. Nu am idee cat de deplasat e ce scriu, sau daca este.Nu am ajuns sa te cunosc si sa-mi fac o parere si cuvintele - vorbele la telefon chiar nu-si au rostul. Ma simt din ce in ce mai in legat de tine.
vineri, 2 septembrie 2011
Just figured it out
Some relation ships are for fun, others are for sex, others are for the next step- next person...they are just something in between. Some are bad, some are good, some are joyful, some are full of other stuff. There are a million kind of different types...
You know what?
Some are just ...the kind ... like when you don't need to talk too much, you don't need to describe, tell or do smth, you can just feel, think, observe, be caring, you're able to express yourselves in many different ways. Not all of them, not even one of them needs to be verbal at some point. ( you thought again about sex, but no, there are other ways :) )
An interesting fact: there was one person i realized i was talking silently, in-between the sanged parts of ( what's the proper word), stuff the choir sings in church, or in different other services like weddings, funerals or baptisms.
Sounds like SCI FI?
Well it's NOT. It's the same thing like trying to explain to an ignorant how does it feel to play the piano, or a violin, or just any other instrument, or...trying to teach someone to ride a bike just by explaining, giving him advices or drawing him schemas.
Just need to feel it, accept and embrace.
Cheers
You know what?
Some are just ...the kind ... like when you don't need to talk too much, you don't need to describe, tell or do smth, you can just feel, think, observe, be caring, you're able to express yourselves in many different ways. Not all of them, not even one of them needs to be verbal at some point. ( you thought again about sex, but no, there are other ways :) )
An interesting fact: there was one person i realized i was talking silently, in-between the sanged parts of ( what's the proper word), stuff the choir sings in church, or in different other services like weddings, funerals or baptisms.
Sounds like SCI FI?
Well it's NOT. It's the same thing like trying to explain to an ignorant how does it feel to play the piano, or a violin, or just any other instrument, or...trying to teach someone to ride a bike just by explaining, giving him advices or drawing him schemas.
Just need to feel it, accept and embrace.
Cheers
joi, 1 septembrie 2011
New personal challenge
I find myself in a very new, kind of awkward position.
A new beginning and a new obstacle to overcome : having only the means of writing or talking on the phone instead of having a live face to face feedback. When the latter is functioning, i see it all sometimes, it doesn't frighten me anymore. It can be a good thing in the right place. And i'm making every effort to be in that kind of a place constantly:)
It's night, but it's not late. No matter, i had some drug i didn't need and now i'm like dizzy. Or...it may be just this weekend's revenge : working on a site , sleeping three hours a day for two nights in a row, not all at once, and having a client visiting me who had catched a cold.
One time you can just observe and have it all clear and figured out, but it's not all that counts. And it's not nearly enough the main ability needed to understand someone.
A new beginning and a new obstacle to overcome : having only the means of writing or talking on the phone instead of having a live face to face feedback. When the latter is functioning, i see it all sometimes, it doesn't frighten me anymore. It can be a good thing in the right place. And i'm making every effort to be in that kind of a place constantly:)
It's night, but it's not late. No matter, i had some drug i didn't need and now i'm like dizzy. Or...it may be just this weekend's revenge : working on a site , sleeping three hours a day for two nights in a row, not all at once, and having a client visiting me who had catched a cold.
One time you can just observe and have it all clear and figured out, but it's not all that counts. And it's not nearly enough the main ability needed to understand someone.
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